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A Long Row to Hoe – Part One

After the first appointment with my O.B. ended so disappointingly, I wasn’t sure where to turn next. So, like many other desperate people, I began a sordid relationship with “Dr. Google.” I spent countless hours reading material on-line.  My symptoms fit into so many possible categories… Was this postpartum depression?  Post partum anxiety?  Were my …

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Is This Postpartum Depression or “just” Parenthood?

Postpartum depression can be a tricky thing to identify. “Is this postpartum depression?  Postpartum anxiety?  Is this postpartum obsessive compulsive disorder?  A classic case of the ‘baby blues’ that will clear up on it’s own or is this simply the result of chronic sleep deprivation and the shock of all my body and mind have …

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“Our Story” – an outline

Where to Begin? A Beginning – Brand New Baby.  Sick New Mommy Things Don’t Go According to Plan “Breast is Best” Pumping Sucks Is This Postpartum Depression or Just Parenthood? Is this physiological, psychological, spiritual or all of the above? What is Postpartum Depression? Why are you depressed?  Hormones?  Autoimmune response?  Emotional?  Spiritual?  All of …

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“Breast is Best.”

The pediatrician sat me down and as kindly and calmly as one could, simply asked, “So, how is breastfeeding going?” I sat in the chair across from her suddenly feeling very self-conscious of the nursing tank I had on that was holding in my modest little breasts that now, I sort of felt had failed …